Everybody wants to have fun. But when you drink, its more of like a short term happiness. I drank multiple times. And im talking HARD liquor. Straight 100 proof vodka. It wasnt pretty. Point is, dont do it.
You are a part of it.
YES i am joining the army
YES im probably going to die.
YES i know you care
NO i dont care about my life.
really you dont understand how i have it.
being the biggest kid in the family.
yet sharing a room and getting treated with the least respect.
i could easily beat the shit out of you especially since i have experience.
so do something already so i can go to prison for bluntly beating the shit out of you.
the only reason why i post stuff on here and not facebook is because i dont have any followers. yes i am suicidal, not all the time, but most of the time. you just dont care to look deeper into my life and realize how hard i actually have it.
Who knows? No one.